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Gee louise I'm frustrated.... I have soooo much...I do, I have more than I could ever ask for. But the one thing I want more than anything, the one thing that has more meaning than anything I keep from myself and its there for the taking. God wants me to have it too more than anyting. A soft heart.
Its like I have this armed guard force in front of it...each standing for there own reasons, one holding a sign saying guilt, another holding selfishness, another greed and many more lining up next to each other in rows and rows...not one wanting to move a muscle. This frustrates me oh soooo much.
Galatians5:1...He came to set us free...
Oh how I yern to tare down those signs and rejoice and tell those guards that they now are free to hold signs of freedom, peace, love and joy. I am disgusted with the amount of stuff I have but instead of being disgusted I should be rejoicing and singing praise for our Lord is sooo good to me. I am not to be a slave to stuff. I am to be free of those burdens, and to turn to Him and thank and glorify His wonderful name for He sent His beloved Son so I can be free.

How I pray my heart begins to understand this, and let it be.
For all I want with my days is to glorify Him.
I truely need Him and am nothing without Him.
I love you Jesus, my heart is yours forever,
Eimear x

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