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So..Here I am. First post.

A sigh of relief as I begin.I thought the setting up of a blog was going to be painful and long but alas it was easy and quick. I am far from a wiz at technology..I admit to knowing very very very little about the new or even old ipod, iphone, mac, apple..and whatever else is out there. They are mere words I hear in conversations on a daily basis..which is a slight worry..not because I dont have a clue about them (I prefer pen and paper and a good oul cd to be honest) but the fact that its such a highlight of our conversations these days. Anyway...less about all those fandangles...

I am glad to be writing.

I've always loved to write about this and that... but of late I yern to do so, more and more. My life has changed soo very much over the last number of months and time is going so fastly by that I wanted to write it all down, so that I see it all and remember it all.. all the blessings that are part of my new life, the moulding of my new heart and the struggles that also come.  I want to be honest.. I want to share..I want the world to know that He is Lord, and that He is my Lord but also that He too can be your Lord. A big part of why I want to share too.. is so that whoever wants to read realises that I am just a girl, twenty three, living here in Cork, Ireland..I have passions, likes, dislikes, shoes, clothes, fingers and toes..pets, books, joys, sorrows..friends and family too...We may differ on so many things but we all live in this world..and we all desire love.

So heres to whats to come.
May your days be merry and bright..and may all your Christmases be white... (yes I did it!!! I've started on the Christmas songs)

God bless!

Eimear

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